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Posted by saratzea - Sep 11, 2013 - 12:33pm
I'm sick and tired of everyone and everything. I'm tired of being fine one day and the next one, on the ground. I was thinking earlier that if I would describe myself, I'll begin with the negative parts and with the things that I don't have. After that, I'll put on the list the positive things and the things that I have. And both of them - the lists - will ocntain the same things. Example - I don't have many friends (lately I feel I have none) but I do have some buddies with which I can go out and have a beer to forget my other problems. I don't have a happy family, but I do have one. I don't have fortunes but I do (still) have a place to sleep in. I don't have a perfect figure but I am cute and people like me. I'm not perfectly healthy but I can walk and think on myself. And the list goes on and on in this exact way. 
And I'm tired of this. 
4 comments on this journal entry.
oldviolin
ab origine
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Location: esse quam videri
Posted: Sep 20, 2013 - 2:40pm
{#Good-vibes}
helenofjoy
What Day Is This?
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Location: Lincoln, Nebraska
Posted: Sep 12, 2013 - 5:16am
What Kurtster said {#Arrowd}  Also might consider a daily dose of St. John's Wort, yoga every morning with a bit of meditation.  You are an intelligent, sweet person and things really will get better when you find your direction.  {#Meditate}
kurtster

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Location: drifting
Posted: Sep 11, 2013 - 4:36pm
Yer singin' the blues, truly ... the real blues ...

You've got your two lists and know how the reflection of something good isn't so good when viewed from the downside.

Throw away the list of the negatives and keep the list of positives, be true to yourself and don't look back.

You might find some comfort and relevance to your feelings here.  I see you in the middle of your own desert.

Keep going, its worth it.

{#Hug}
Antigone

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Location: A house, in a Virginian Valley
Posted: Sep 11, 2013 - 2:44pm
{#Good-vibes} {#Hug} Don't know what to say, my friend. Anything would be trite, but all the same ... hang in there.